Delicious looking, oui? Because it is. Chocolate filled croissant. I had one today from Douceur De France, a local french bakery. Some co-workers picked them up. Pure luck getting invited to indulge, since I'm PMS'ing, I went for it. So freaking yummy. Don't even feel bad about eating it because I did lose 90 lbs and it is a rare treat.
However, I've been letting my standards fall with the desserts. I actually ate a pudding cup which is not to be eaten, ever, taste sub-par in my opinion. Should have made myself a mousse or even a truffle filled with mousse. But my motivation has been lacking lately. Don't know why except that my hubby is still out of work and my free time is spent with him. Earlier in the week I had to go to the doctor's about a sinus infection, followed with stopping by my parents house to drop something off and then a quick stop at the grocery store. He wanted to go until I mentioned my parents house (my mother loves to point out other peoples flaws, no tact either) so he frowned and said never mind.
So I'm thinking this slump I'm in is because of the emotions that having him around brings. When he was working I enjoyed having 8 to 12 hours by myself with just the dogs for company. Got so much accomplished around the house. Now I just play my facebook games and watch tv shows, at his beck and call. I'm very independent and he's very co-dependent. Still I'm exercising on the elliptical and going swimming but it's lackluster at best.
I miss my alone time. Which reminds me, really like that new show Castaway, I could totally do that. Love survival shows where it's truly more survival, less game show. Probably why I like Bear Grylls.
Did get some inner thigh exercise done this week. Hubby and I cut down some tree limbs that were a possible risk to the roof if it ever ices over again (it will) and I dragged them from the front yard to the side yard. 2 days later and I didn't want to walk today. Still got 10 minutes done on the elliptical and 12K in steps. No pain, no gain right? Pffft.
Eat less, move more... for tomorrow is another chance to start again on the right foot. Fingers crossed. I need a new fight song. Any suggestions? It was Pain by Imagine Dragons.
